In the Midst

As the end of the year comes to a close I'm never quite sure how I feel. Excitement that is over? Love at the new weather? Worry about my grades? Sadness as its all over? As I sit in the middle of a room that needs to be packed I wonder what I accomplished this last week? Sure I slowly checked things of lists finished classes and clinical paperwork but did I really do what needed to be accomplished most? Did I tell the ones ill miss that I love them? Did I tell the people who made everything easier thank you? Did I ultimately live life for what it is? So much of my life is caught up in studying that I often forget that there's even a world around me. A would full of people trying to do the same thing. Live. What if it were to all end? Did I make the impact on the people I love that I want to? Did I stand out enough that I won't be forgotten? Each day seems so long and hard at points that its almost unbearable but at night when that day slowly fades from one to the next I realize that time continues to move and I wonder do I move with it? Or am I set to sit in the midst of a room wondering where and when I said no to moving.