Somewhere, Someone

It's Time to Let Go

A Glimpse Into My Mind

-In the words of Tyler Knott Gregson, the thoughts in my mind are entirely summed up-

Change

I have never been one for change. Honestly I'm not to keen on it. I am a creature of habit. I like having a routine, a schedule, a plan. But lately I've been finding that I want change, I want something new. I feel like I'm stuck. I know want I "think" I want out of life and that I'm ultimately on the path to get there. But at the same time I want something to change. I feel like I'm in a rut. That my life is just moving and while I'm actively participating in it I'm not really living. I want something to change. I want something to make me passionately want to live every day rather then just going through the motions. My head tells me that this is stupid, that a plan is what will get me where I want to be, but my heart tells me that this is no way to live, that it doesn't make memories it just makes days. And you know what? I want this. I want the want to jump off a cliff, fall out of an air plane, raft down a river, I want the exhilaration of living a life I want. I want a river that produces ripples, that leaves an impact on my life, that produces more ripples. I want my life to be mine rather than me just living one. The only thing is I'm not sure how to get there.  I have an idea but, 

leaving behind a life, no matter how insignificant it seemed, is still leaving behind a part of you.